Paralysing fear

It's been a while and to be honest my heart wasn't in it.  Not feeling the vibe?  I don't think so.  A mixture of fear, a dissatisfied soul, complicated over thinking, all the emotions for a paralysing perfect storm.  The knowing that if things didn't change I would most likely hang my coat.  But I knew I could pull myself out of the funk that has become me.  Time and some more time would cure.  I just had to take one little step to find my mojo nugget thats been hidden for a heck of a long time.  

I begin back with the hearts that always heal me, the little gems that quite happily play, pose, position themselves in my idea of 'light'.  These three that can build mountains and stomp out any unrest. 

So as I begin a new season, I forgive myself for not feeling any creative urge, and just allow myself to go back to basics and where it all began for me.